So why am I sad right now... I have no right to be. It's not like you were mine to begin with. I guess that's what happens though. Flings... I knew that you weren't going to stay around. I knew you would find someone else...

I'm happy for you... I think I'm just envious of you... I miss being in love. I haven't felt it in so long. I miss waking up every morning knowing that there is someone that I can talk to, trust, hold on to, grieve with, laugh with, love.....

I remember having a bounce in my step... Life just seemed so much more beautiful when I was in love. I miss it...

"You have my attention, like you've had all the while, since that first day when you made my heart smile."